skeleton ([info]xtinafan) wrote,
@ 2007-04-09 20:15:00
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Current mood: cold
Current music:placebo

okay it's been a long time since my last entry.
and i'm really bored right now, so i decided to write something. i may bore you too, sry.

i quit work. i couldn't do it anymore. it was like a flashback to my worst times and it made me unhappy again. i noticed that after only 3 days. then i talked to my parents and to my chief and they all said it's the best thing for me to quit. and now i'm very relieved and satisfied with my decision.

the past days was very much fun, but i got drunk too often xD last week i went shopping with my stepsister and was successful =)

oh and i think my best friend is in love with me :( that sucks. i'm afraid it will endanger the relationship between us.

i can see bones again....


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[info]loveyou_sexy
2007-04-11 10:27 am UTC (link)
im really glad that you quit work. if it doesnt make you happy then i think it was the right decision. especially because now that youre home and happy again, it really was the best decision. i hope youll find something new :)

yay shopping <3<3

who is this best friend? :( that rly suckz and what now?

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[info]xtinafan
2007-04-11 02:14 pm UTC (link)
thank you so much for answering yay =)

i'm glad you think it's the right decision, thanks :) i am very happy now. i hope i'll find something too, i can't do nothing till october, that would kill me xD i'll tell you if i find something!

marco... i know that it sucks, i hope he gets over it and can be friends like it was before. he hasn't talked to me about it but i know it :(

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[info]loveyou_sexy
2007-04-12 04:18 pm UTC (link)
rofl you dont have to thank me for that ;)

yeah i know, that would totally suckk. i rly rly rly rly hope youll find something new. cuz its really important, having no money is bad. :(

ugh thats actually the same like with you and m. :/

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[info]xtinafan
2007-04-12 05:49 pm UTC (link)
but i do xD

thank you so much, thats sweet :) i know it would suck to have no money, but right now i still have enough!

no it's really not the same. cause nothing EVER happended between marco and me. the thing with me and m was different, cause we were in love and we kissed and we have a little history. i mean he said he was in love with me too. and i think thats really different!
oh i have a "date" with m on wednesday or thursday. this morning he wrote a sms and said that hes finally done working, the next days he'll be in frankfurt but he said after that he wants to do something. omg i can't wait. i haven't seen him in such a long time, i really miss him.

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[info]loveyou_sexy
2007-04-13 03:36 pm UTC (link)
okay xD

yeah but hopefully youll find something new until october :)

ahh yes but i mean its actually the same like the situation between you and m now. i hope marco gets over it! :/

ah yay thats great i hope youll enjoy it :) it is a wonder that he actually has time to get on a date with you xD but im rly happy for you, i hope you guyz will have fun <3

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[info]xtinafan
2007-04-14 10:15 am UTC (link)
i hope so too. thanks :)

mh it's kind of the same situation, but on the other hand it's still different. you know what i mean? xD i hope so too :/

trust me, i will enjoy it. i'm already going nuts haha. i will be so excited. i bet when i see him my heart will stop beating for a second :D i know that he only wants to be friends and i know that. but i still can't give up the last tiny bit of hope. i HATE that. i know that it sounds so naive! and it is. but i still have the thoughts that when he sees me again after those 7 months, his feelings might come back. yess i'm really pathetic, but i would be the happiest person ever, if the thing between me and him will happen someday.
thank you :)

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[info]loveyou_sexy
2007-04-16 06:15 pm UTC (link)
no probz :)

yep same / but not the same situation, i know what you mean xD

ugh!!!!!!!!! i know how exciting you areeee. youre nuts, nuts, nuts.
i dont know anymore if i should have a little hope for you guys (you and m), but im praying for you. ahh believe me, love is naive. but who cares anyway. xD
i wish the best for you, you have to gimme a little report about it kay kay?

i know how happy you'd be if everything goes out fine.
no probz ladyyyy <3

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